Rollercoaster of love

 So it seems the roller coaster has come to a stop. I went back to the dealer last night to have a final discussion. They had come down on the price a little (mostly due to a cash back incentive Subaru is running on the 2014's that are still on the lot; they are starting to get 2015 models at this point) and were also offering me a bit more on trade in for my car after I provided some receipts for the air suspension. 

I took the numbers and went for a long drive in the GT and, almost to my own surprise...I've decided to not go through with this. Yes, I want a BRZ. Yes, I think the Mustang isn't really the car for me and if I had to do it over I would have kept the fr-s. I think I'm just going to live with my fuck up, pay off mustang as fast as possible and when the dust settles in a couple years, I'll get my BRZ. The mustang isn't a bad car. It's even admirable how well it can step outside of its usual areas of expertise and actually throw itself around a corner. 

I think for the past year since I bought the Mustang, right from day 1 I had a mentality of 'I just need to adjust this... change out that part and then POOF sports car!". First it was the shifter, then it was the suspension. Then it was winter and I was on snow tires so it got a stay of execution for 6 months. After it warmed up and I started really driving the car around some of the regional driving roads, and I had changed the suspension and improved the shift feel... then the car had no excuses and I was disappointed that it didn't feel like I had hoped. It doesn't feel bad by any means but it's getting things done with less delicacy. It has good balance and brute force grip but it isn't gentle or gradual. You throw it into a corner, pick a throttle position and you hold on while it undulates and squirms over every crack and pothole and lump but it keeps its line. You don't respond to what it does so much as you tell it what to do. It's the difference between a well trained German Shepard which will do as its told with no emotion, and a silly, excited and slightly dumb Labrador retriever eagerly waiting for you to throw a stick for it. The former gets your respect, but the later gets your adoration. 

There are outside factors too. I am saving for a house, and even though I can do this trade without spending anything extra out of pocket or in terms of cash flow, it would look worse on a balance sheet because the ratio of debt to asset value would suck. The other factors (which I was looking at through tinted lenses before) are things already mentioned. I won't be commuting with the Mustang much longer because of my move to within walking distance to work. That will cut my fuel bill in half, and reduce insurance rates ( because of 'pleasure use only) 

So, i'm going to stick with the Mustang. I'll continue to modify it. I'd like to focus on shedding some weight and improving turn in feel, but i'm also going to stop trying to make it something it is not, and play to its strengths of that amazing engine and quite capable, if chaotic, cornering limits. I'd like to remove some of the vagueness. I'm going to keep it to a budget, because of the other factor I decided on; to buy a cheap old lightweight sports car. Miata (I'll modify it...) or maybe the right e30. Not a lot of choices because it will be on the cheap so that rules out a lot of classic British roadsters. 

Love hate relationships

This is a story that unfolded because of threads that exist in this 'vs' section so I thought I would share. It's a bit of a long story, but I think it could help out some owners that might be thinking about moving on to 'greener pastures'. This is a story all about how my FRS got flipped in on a Mustang GT.

I bought my FR-S about a week after launch. I had been following the development religiously since reading about the joint venture between Toyota and Subaru on a Toyota forum many years ago when I was just a young innocent lad. When the car came out I actually didn't even pre order one because I am not a small guy. I've always wanted a Miata or an Elan or any other super light sports car but at 6'7 and 330 lbs it just doesn't happen easily. I expected the twins to be more of the same, but I was pleasantly surprised when I went into a local dealer a few days after launch and they had a black 6AT sitting in the show room... and I fit in it. Immediately I couldn't sleep, I thought of nothing else. Most of you probably know how this story goes. I did everything I could to get one, but it was launch week and I didn't pre-order. I assumed I was waiting for a long time, maybe even a year some dealers said but I didn't give up. I got lucky, the first dealer I visited called me back. They had a cancellation on a whiteout 6mt with the upgraded head unit. Exactly what I was hoping for. I rushed to the dealer to give them a deposit and tried my best to fall asleep for the next 6 days until it arrived. I remember the torture as my awesome sales guy called to say my car was being unloaded off the truck, only to be heartbroken as he told me the dealer closed in an hour and they were not open the next two days. I actually went and looked at my car sitting there in the garage waiting for is delivery inspection. As soon they reopened I was there and at 9 in the morning I drove off into the sunset with the protective cling wrap still on the car. I loved it. It was a great car, and it was exactly what I expected. The steering feel and shifter feel are the best I have ever experienced in my history, and I've had the great pleasure of having sampled quite a few cars in my time. The perfect weight of the electric steering amazed me - no one gets electric steering this right, but Subaru and Toyota did. 

It was a great year full of many trips and a lot of smiles, but there was a crack forming in my love for my car. It started small, when I would go to overtake someone on the highway or when I would try to leave a stop on a hill without winding the engine up too high. Could it be? the naysayers had a point? 151 ft-lbs wasn't enough torque and 200hp wasn't enough power to make up for it? Naahh, they just don't 'get it'. I ignored it and enjoyed my car, but I did spend a little too much time reading new car tests and checking this vs section. I was quite confident in my choice until one fateful video of Randy Pobst reviewing a Mustang GT against an M3 around Buttonwillow raceway. The Mustang matched the m3's time. I always wanted an e90 m3 but felt the cost just wasn't worth it. Then I started noticing threads on here comparing the FR-S to the mustang v6. So I started watching reviews comparing them. I didn't think Ford could really have made it so good compared to the mid 90's cars I had grown up with. So I still didn't get it but I was staritng to,

Fatefully, at around the same time I had some problems with my fr-s. Nothing major, but the timing could not have been worse. Most of them were related to early production issues (the popping rear shelf, the crickets, the idle quality) but some of them were cases of me expecting too much. Things like not loving the buzzy, boomy cabin on long highway drives or touchy clutch that required quite a bit of finesse in heavy traffic. The flywheel rattle at low speeds and the cold start issues. The frozen windows and the worse than expected economy. I also made the car worse by adding a poorly performing intake (which I removed) and then some heavy 18x9.5's with some overly sticky Star specs. Between early production issues, stupid expectations and stupid mods I had made my car worse and was expecting too much from it. 
All these issues seem so silly now because now I know that almost all new cars have some issue like this. But, I was suddenly very interested in what Ford had done with Mustangs so I called a friend who knew a mechanic at a local Ford dealer and I went and test drove one. 

The interesting thing was I was interested in a v6, or possibly a 2-3 year old V8 with the new 5.0. They didn't have any manual v6's on the lot so they put me in a 2011 GT. The power was intoxicating - i giggled like a little kid every time I got into it. The engine in that car was too good for that car, and it seduced me. Then the referal source I had told me they were desperate to sell the new-old-stock 2013's they had sitting on lots, becuase the 2014's were already arriving. Suddenly I was looking at a 25% discount on a brand new fully loaded GT, and they were willing to give me 90% of the msrp of my FR-S on trade in. I was totally drunk on the deal, and a week after I had starting consdering maybe moving on to a v6, I was taking dlievery of a 2013 GT with the GT Track Pack. I left them the keys to my FR-S and didn't look back as I drove away. Even the service staff at the dealer thought I was nuts, they loved my FR-S. That should have told me something. 

At first it was love. Her raw power and retro interior combined to give the car quite a spirit! It has character, that car. It could be a movie star. 

For a while I was quite happy with my choice. 

People would say to me; "YOU TRADED IN WHAT?" and I would laugh because the twins are so highly regarded as the second coming of the sports car but no one I knew actually owned or wanted one, they just loved that they were out there and other people owned them. They didn't understand that I could trade in a special car for a run of the mill muscle car. I would counter by saying the Mustang could keep up with an M3 around a road course (true) and that it was really more of a sports car now (not so true) and that it was more practical (slightly more room inside, but narrower trunk opening and the seats don't fold totally flat, so this is partly true) and I even was naive enough to believe the sticker for fuel economy and told people things like 'economy is barely worse than the fr-s!' (definitely not true).

It took about 3 months until I couldn't stand the wallowing loose character of the suspension. Even with the upgraded track pack the springs are very soft and the body roll is very dramatic. The car will post the numbers but it's very dramatic about it and that leads to a feeling like you're not really in control. It's also got the worst brake dive i've ever experienced. Other than that it was a fun car in corners with stick factory Pirelli's and stiff anti roll bars. Ford truly has turned that live rear axle into quite the impressive piece of design. It really only felt bad in the ride quality department, and over rough pothole strewn roads.

So, I ordered up a set of Airlift performance Air suspension. A bit of an oddball choice, but there is a rising trend in performance tuned air suspension so I wanted to see what the fuss was about. It also had the benefit of removing the extremely 4x4 ride height of the stock car, something no standard static suspension can do. 

The car was dramatically transformed. Zero body roll, only slightly stiffer than stock and the ability to hard park with the best of them. I don't regret that suspension at all. It renewed my interest in the car, and for a long time I was totally happy.

But once agian, cracks started to form. I mentioned earlier that the Coyote 5.0 v8 is a great engine, too good for the car. To me that means that the rest of the car is at a lower level of driver involvement, driver pleasure. It's all secondary to that beast. The brakes are vague but powerful, the steering is heavy in sport mode and too light in normal mode. The shifter is clunky and grinds at low RPM. The entire car is compromised around that beast, to deal with that power without killing you and to be honest you don't care. It's a bit like saying the occupants of a tank have their comfort compromised to fit the main gun, but you would still have a huge grin on your face if someone gave you the keys and told you to have fun. The problem is the novelty of having a weapons grade bomb under your right foot wears off. It's made worse by the realities of city life. If you enjoy that engine at full throttle for more than 4 or 5 seconds you're looking at your car impounded and you bank account drained to pay fines. If you're like me and you wont' track a car you're still making payments on then power that good is wasted. 

So eventually all you're left with is a car that is good, but would be better if it didn't have to contain the beast under the hood, which you can't use on the street without looking over your shoulders.

So, here I am a year later, unhappy with the beast in my driveway. I miss having a simple, light drivers car with great controls and a low powered engine. I miss being able to actually drive a car hard without worrying about being arrested. So, now i'm looking at trading this car back in on a twin. I don't know why I didn't just make my FR-S a bit faster and a bit less stupid, but I can honestly say that there is precious little else out there for reasonable money that is such a pure driving machine. The Mustang is a great car for what it is, and Ford is doing a good job but it is not a drivers car. It's a mass market weekend pleasurer with a fantastic engine. 

I caution anyone who is considering a trade in to know that you are stepping away from one of the purest drivers cars, at any price. 

Thanks for reading.